THE PRINCE & PRINCESS...
So this is Love? Many had defined Love as a wonderful feeling. afeeling that's makes you happy, contented and inspired all the time.The one that makes you smile every morning of the day thinking of thatspecial person is the reason why there is such a word "Love" thatexist in your everyday lives. And makes you feel excited everynight...hmm... excited to wake up the next morning to be with him/heragain. But let's not forget the next line that was attached to themeaning of it. a line that must be the center of the definition of love.
"Love is a wonderful feeling THOUGH it really HURTS sometimes."
Many of us have experienced the true meaning of Love. I may say thatthey're lucky to have someone that loves them the same way they wantto be loved. They're the ha! ppy couples who exchange sweet things toeach other, saying the three words they've been longing to heareveryday such as I Love You, I Miss You and I need You, callingeach other with those corny endearments such as Honey, Baby, Mahal,Love, Bhe etc.. They're the partners who hold each other hands,hugging and kissing in times of "paglalambingan", and talkingto each other every night even though they've been together the whole day.
But let's not forget those who were single. Those who experienced tobe dumped by the one they loved. Those who were forgotten by theirs pecial someone. Those who longed for the attention and love of the
partners to come. Those who celebrate their holidays like Christmasand Valentine's Day alone. Those who were stocked on the middle of thesituation not knowing what had happened on the relationship. Andthose who left by there partner not having the chance to know thereasons why it happened.Not all partners are meant to each other. Some relationship lasts fora lifetime and some are just for a short period of time. Lifetime. if they are devoted to each other, promising that they will pass all the trials that will come. And short period of a time, if the amount of love to each other are not equal. At this situation, this goes the saying..."Love fails when the other one loves too much and the otherone loves too little". Or maybe...there's really NO love or chemistry in the relationship that's why you just have to let it go.That's the saddest part of Love...when all of your hopes and dreamsa re shattered into pieces. When the love that you feel only brings you tears and pain. When the person you love is not able to wipe your tears and stopped the pain that you feel. When all of your expectations to him/her disappoints you, and when he/she makes yourealize that there is really no such thing as love. Not all love is sweet. Not all love is forever. It hurts a lot of people especially when it comes into the wrong time. It really hurts a lot, to the point that you think that you're already hopeless. You think that no other person can make you feel the same way as you felt to that person whocaused you a lot of pain. But you're wrong!! To all of us those who are not yet lucky to find the missing half of their heart... to those who are waiting for someone to fill the space between their fingers... and to those who were still mending their broken heart, don't you worry, you're not alone in this world.
Don't rush in love, like what they say "Only fools rush in". They're still alot of things in life that you can enjoy... As long as you are waiting, itwill never comes... Let it be the one to find you and don't be afraid to fall in love again and again. I know somewhere,somehow...there is a person that will come and save us from this emptiness and loneliness... And when that day comes, don't ever let it go...
Falling in love with someone isn't always going to be easy. Anger.. tears..laughter.. It's when u want to be together despite it all. That's when youtruly love another. I'm sure of it.
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I can't wait to see my bobots na... April 24 is not that far... I can't wait to be with him again.. i miss him....
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two months had passed... i can't believe it! Im going to meet my baby soon... 1 month to go! yey!! i miss him so much.... i cant wait to see him... kiss... hugsssss.... hmmm... missy missy... mwahZ!!! well, we had our 25th monthsary last 25th of January... well, eventough were miles apart... im still keeping a good relationship and im happy that were getting into it... :) hope this relationship of ours will grow more and more each day.. and every year... :) until strong najud kaayo nga wala nay maka tumba pah... drama oist! :p miss you na bobots... im thankful that i have someone like you... who loves me soooo much.... and who always there for me.. cares for me.... mahh loving bobots!!! :* mwahz!!! huggles >:D< unsa mana? hugs mana noh?
cge hug sad kaw ha... mwahz!! :* hoi! kish oist! ako lang cge kish! hehehe mwahz! :*
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Four days without you... whew!!! I cant imagine my life without you... its not that easy... really...
But i know part of me can handle it... and the other half cant... Cant teach my heart... It seeks for the one that can beat it... and its you... coz it needs your other half too...
till here...
missing you.... i love you...
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12:08am Hello World! One day without communication seems so hard for me... tsk ts ktsk.. na bag ohan jud ko dah... I just kept my feelings inside me... I dont want you to see me cry in the airport... i didnt cry... I dont want you to worry with me here... You can count on that... But without communicating with you for a days... it seems a year for me... I really miss you...
Hope to hear from you soon and hopefully you can get all the gadgets out there so that we can easily communicate with each other... I love you baby!! mwahz!!!
Happy monthsary.
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Im tired and sick... hayyzz... this is such a bad day!!! Ive notice that i just feel on writing if i have this bad feelings inside me!!! Help! I cant help it! im sick!!! im tired... Would you ever change??? Or would it be you forever??? Lipong nako!!! Thats okay with me if youre like that as long as youre honest and open to me!!! Still you keep on keeping stupid secrets behind me.. I hate that! stupid me!!!!
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Ey yah! its been awhile... well, just dropping by to have some spat... ive been busy with my work lately... pressure gamay... and i had sleepless nights... whew.. we went to catmon last weekend with the chicosdrive... that was the third time i guess... nga didto mi... lingaw sad kaayo... :) and now this weekdays... back to work days! whew!! i woke up at 4-5 am and work at 6... whew! sometimes sleepy pa kaayo ko sa work... paet! but anyway, thats okay.. i love my work man sad... :) i miss you my bobots... love you! mwahz!! sleepin in here...
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HI! Welcome to my new page... This is quite cute... very pink! i dont know how much i love pink.. i only knew that i love baby blue... red.... but not really pink... hehehe...
so here it is!!!
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Im here at USJR attending the 3COM Training... Just dropping by since I can't even remember when was my last visit in my blog.. hehehe :) miss you bobots!!! Good luck sa practice sa billiards later ha.. mwahz!
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When you left me alone last night.. i feel that my world turn back on me... i feel soo all alone... and so empty... everythings gone... i have nothing... im so weak now... im lost... im nothing in this world... I know why... just because of me... everything thats happening to me... its because of me... my stupid self... i am the only one to blame.... sorry if i lied to u about that.. i hope u understand that i dont want u to get mad or to think that im that kind of girl... but still, when u found out.. u still think of me like a slut... like a bitch... like the history repeat itself... if you think that im like that... theres nothing i can do... when you decided to be free... in my mind, im thinking that i should let you go... i dont want to hurt you and make u feel like a fool... but im not fooling you,.... i tried my best to become the very best that i can be... for you cannot say anything that goes against me.. but still... u do... but in my heart, i want you... i need you in my life... i cant live my life straight and good if u go away... why do u have to go??? nobodys perfect... we all do commit mistakes... if you want ur freedom.. im giving it.. you are always free... i just hope you still have the same feelings as you had before...
I just realize how important you are to me... my new job is not impt... i can turn it down anytime i want.. but you... if you'll be totally gone out of my life.. ill be damn... i dont know what to do.. i can replace my job anytime and find another job... but you??? i wont... i dont want to find another guy just to replace you... im very contented with you... and im very happy with you.. why would i do such things to ruin our relationship???
You told me u already forgive me and accept me... but u need time for yourself... then i respect your decision... but if you want to know what i want.. i still want us to be together.. forever.... why do you want to get out of our life.. we already have a happy life... if i did something wrong that hurts you... im very truly sorry about that... i ll try my very best not to hurt you again.. and not to lie you... lets work on it.. thats what i want... i dont want you to give up easily on us... i thought youre strong.. i just hope and pray.. you still want me in your life.. coz im just here waiting for you to come in me...
Im very sorry... sorry for hurting you.. if you get hurt, then you are hurting me too of what youre doing on us... i cant take the pain... thats why im planning to stay away from this place if you really decided to go on with your life alone... without me... coz the more i see myself alone in here... and the more i feel the pain.. the more i cant move on and continue to live... I just hope you still want me back.. so that i'll just stay here and be happy again.. and live a happy life... continue to reach our dreams.. plans... for the future....
You are always loved by me... I love you so much.... im afraid i'll lose you forever.. i dont want that to happen.... please tell me honestly what do you feel and want do you want for us... if you only think of urself ... then tell me... and tell me everything.. what do you want for us.. to happen at the next page of our life...
im just waiting.....
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Its 2:40AM already... im still up, just checking my email, friendsters writing this blog. I found something new that really strucks me... and i dont know how to express this... maybe, i'll just keep it to myself and just wait for the right time to ask or just wait for the moment of sharing. i just wonder why it goes this way... why does she have to forward it... maybe she wants to let the guy realize or think if he still have feelings "LOVE" with this girl... damn girl.... just ruining my life and hurting me... :( i dont know what to do and where to start... this is what i hate most... what i fear... because i gave all my love... everything... and i dont want this thing to be taken for granted.... what should i do now???
So much for the drama.... basta! whatever happens... i have to be strong and to live my life to the fullest... i am happy now and i hope i will be happy forever.... hope we could hold on tight that even our will won't apart us.... good luck for myself.... and God bless to all! :)
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i miss my baby so much!!! we havent seen each other for 4 days na :( haayyzz... being away from you makes my world blue.. but its okay... were still keeping in touch thru txt and call... i just miss being with you... talking... laughing... having coffee and smoking... i miss your smile.. your big eyes stares at me... and makes me melt like a snow.. hehe i miss you touch... your kiss... your sweetness... smell... the CK smell.. the smell of your breathe... the teasing time.... calling me biboks... and big eyes... the hugzz.... and i miss the whole of you..... hehehe hay naku!!! cge lang!!! i will see you tomorrow night naman sad!! yehey!! i'll be happy again like an angel... smiling and flying around the sky!!! ngeks!! birds nalng ko ois!! saonz.... wuoy baya among chicken kay namatay... my bro really cries... saonz... drama naman ko ois!!!
happy new year to all!!! miss you all.... my barkadas.. tamboks!!! mananaps!! igats!! chicosdrive!!! miss you all a lot!!! i hope we could keep in touch....
i went to church kanina.. it was my first mass of the year 2005!!! i hope all my plans last 2004 that wasnt done.. will be done this year!!! i must do it na.... im so lazy... i should find a job nasad!!! whew!!! ana jud ning life!! full of laziness!! maybe ako lang life... mao na.... ikaw bobotz!!! you should be the one to encourage me coz ure my inspiration man gud! okies!!! i will follow your commands!! and you should follow mine too!! hehe :) i love you my baby!! tsupz!!!
sakto nani ois!!! kapoy na type walay putol2... straight jud bah.. murag kung nag storya pako... na ughan nakog laway cgeg yawit.. walay pause2... heheh :) ma ughan ba na??? ambot lang sad.... gotta go!!! ciao!!!
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I'm so happy spending Christmas with my family especially my baby... It's our 10th monthsary... hapit na tah mag 1 year! yehey! it's a nice feeling to be with you everyday... 3/4 of the day... were together... hehehe wala man pul-i noh? well, dli na angay... i already miss your sweetness bb... ur kisses... smile.. and your big eyes! hahaha liwat ko nimo ha! :p saman? adto nasad ta ayala? eastwest, starbucks, CNT lechon... hehehe saonz... mao lang jud na atong padulngan... and TIMEZONE sad... race nasad.... even a single minute of my life if you're not beside me.. ill miss you... haayyzz... this couple has full of HEARTS :) chaonz! i LovE YoU my BOBots!!! tsupz! mwahz! i miss you so much!!!
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Thank you for being there with me always... whenever i need someone to talk to... to cry on... to laugh with... to share with my everyday stories... you gave me the happiness that everyone is longing for... im so lucky to have you... im happy that you came in and make my life complete... and be myself... thanks for coming into my life... thanks for loving me... I thank God for having you as my one and only baby in my life... i love you...
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I LOVE YOU MY BABY TABS... I LOVE YOU MY SYLVESTER... I LOVE YOU TABSY BABY BATSY... I LOVE YOU BBBATS... I LOVE YOU ROCKNOLDS... I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU....
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When i woke up in the morning... i thot its still early... when i finish taking a bath... i checked the time... but its already 7:35 am! gosh! my class is 7:30.. im very late! :( so all i did was changing my clothes and went to McDo to eat breakfast... then i called my baby to eat with me :) my sylvester was still sleepy... hehehe then we ate and I3 suddenly arrived to meet business :) then after eating i went back here... and try to clean the mess and now.. im typing my blogs! Its nice to wake up early because you can do so many things... :) im going to ayala this noon time with my mom to buy gift for her office mate.. and around 2 we're going to meet Tabsy and I3...
@ ayala : i met richelle and dianne then odessa and roni... after i met Bats and I3 then we watched movie... Spiderman2... then we went to Starbucks... smokin some shit and tok tok tok.... when Razta arrived, we went to East west... drink some mochachino and frosts... then neo neo to eat... then back at home... to change my clothes and twinny fetched me coz were going to K1 to meet april, venus and jodel...
@K1 : theyre not there.... bad sad kaayo.. wala mi load ni twinny... we waited for them for and hour and a half.. then we planned to go to Bats place and Carus...
@mcdo : i was shocked i saw bats there with this bitch! theyre both eating and toking... we pause for awhile and went out coz weve been looking for a load.. but wla jud store open.. naa man unta pero walay load... so we went to IAM wala sad load.. balik mi mcdo to eat and then luckily naay load :) just to txt the igats... where were they na.... saonz... then we joined Bats and his bitch at the table... Feels like hell! fuck! then its almost 1am so we decided to go home nalang coz twinny and i still have a class later in the morning.... thats all for now.. and im sitting here na... typing this blog of mine :)
@my room : everybody's sleeping... sleep nasad ko ois! saonz! hehehe :) good night she! :)
what a day and what a night! whew! i cant forget this great day and stupid night... :)
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Take Me I'll Follow
Tired of feeling all by myself
Being so different from everyone else
Somehow you knew I needed your help
Be my friend forever
I never found my star in the night
Building my dream was far from my sight
You came along and I saw the light
We'll be friends forever
Refrain:
I can't face the thought of you leaving
So take me along
I swear I'll be strong
If you take me wherever you go
I wanna learn the things that you know
Now that you made me believe
I want you to take me
'Cause I long to be
Able to see the things that you see
Know that whenever you do
I'll follow you
Somebody must have sent you to me
What do I have you could possibly need
All I can give is my guarantee
We'll be friends forever
I can't face the thought of you leaving
So take me along
I swear I'll be strong
When you take me wherever you go
I wanna learn the things that you know
Now that you made me believe
I want you to take me
'Cause I long to be
Able to see the things that you see
Know that whenever you do
I'll follow you
Teach me more with each passing hour
By your side
I'll follow you
I know I would cover?
Is it true that you have the power
To capture this moment in time
Take me wherever you go
I wanna learn the things that you know
Now that you made me believe
I want you to take me
'Cause I long to be
Able to see the things that you see
Know that whenever you do
I'll follow you
Take me wherever you go
I wanna learn the things that you know
Now that you made me believe
(I want you to take me...)
I want you to take me...
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LOVE??? LOVE??? LOVE??? LOVE??? LOVE???
If you think you have all of these?? Then i think you're in love :)
You need to trust your heart and your instincts to know wether you are in love or not... We have different definitions of love... you need to make your own idea depeding on your experience... I don't think we should try to define love... I think it's as mysterious as the stars it was written on, as elusive... Its everything it's hyped about to be. Its worth taking every risk, its worth fighting for, and the problem is if you don't risk all that you risk even more... Love is kind of an elixir that lures us out of reality and into the realm of fantasy... It's like a drug creating an altered state of consciousness...
Love is the moment when an unfavorable act becomes favorable, when you make excuses for someone else's mistakes, when you learn to tolerate, when you learn acceptance, when sacrificing becomes the beauty of life. It's the courage to tell the truth especially when you believe its unspeakable.
Its the time when seeing someone, being seen by someone and thinking about someone feels good... a nice feeling :) whew! when you learn to find happiness in the smallest of moments. That's love--when you learn to put down your ego and love some one more than that. Love is forgetting yourself and remembering someone else... Love is choosing your partner exactly as he is, and supporting him in his choices. It's honoring your partner's truth and wanting best for him/her. It's not controlling or possessing but rather respecting and trusting.
It does not mean owning somone, getting someone, rather it means being happy in your loved ones happiness. Love means living without judgments. It means treasuring your beloved and never taking him for granted. ;)
Love means being able to forgive and learning to give more then you get. It means reaching out when you don't want to, communicating rather than assuming and asking questions rather than jumping to conclusions. It means working things out rather than fighting, fighting rather than leaving, and staying through the hurts and disappointments, knowing that through commitment all can be healed.
Falling in love is like being enveloped in a magical cloud. The air feels fresher, the flowers smell sweeter, food tastes more delectable, and the stars shine more brightly at night. You feel light and lofty as though you are floating through life, like youre in the clouds floating and your problems and challenges suddenly seem insignificant and easily surmountable... Your body feels alive, your skin tingles and you awaken in the morning with a smile on your face. You are suspended in a state of supreme delight.
Love is a feeling and an action that arises from the most primal place within us. Making a relationship however, is a process that is learned. A relationship is the vessel that carries the precious cargo of love through time. Relationships are like a precious antique lamp; it takes a little polish and some effort to restore it to its valuable condition. A relationships love and luster will only improve with age if you continually give it the care that keeps it beautiful. But once you uncover its essential beauty it will bring you joy for years to come...
Just have the trust in yourself and to each other... Enjoy the feeling of love you have right now... Love honors, values and seeks the best for the beloved. It focuses on the other person. It's selfless, sacrificial and inseparable from commitment. Lust, on the other hand, seeks to use things or people to meet its needs and gratify its desires... It focuses inward on itself, is inherently selfish, and rejects commitment...
Love with commitment is clearly very expensive and hard work. It requires honor, respect, forgiveness and sacrifice...
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